It’s kinda like deja vu
Trying to forget someone,
Forgetting the feelings connected to this one person
You lock it away in your head,
You go down the elevator, `
And keep those feelings in one room,
Ignoring it as you pass by,
But never actually saying goodbye
Never at peace,
Never at true happiness
because that feeling,
That emotion
It keeps clinging,
Attached to someone,
It's almost like we’ll have them for the rest of our lives,
We never think of the end
So when the unthinkable happens,
We freeze
Dazed and confused
We lock the feelings away,
Keep it in a safe spot,
Like when your sneaky and little, hiding something just for giggles
That thing is always there,
Just unknown to the eye
And that lingering gets weaker,
Because we never say goodbye,
Thinking about it,
Day and night,
night and day
So what can you do,
How do you make that annoying constant feeling go away,
Some may call it closure,
Some may just move on,
It’s opening the door and facing the unknown
Welcoming that uncomfortable feeling, that comes knocking at your door
And finally saying hello,
Not goodbye,
Accepting that it’s ok to not feel normal
It’s ok to feel just a little abnormal
And so when we accept,
We can finally seize
Seize our moments & memories
The good & the bad, without the constant worry
About the one thing that kept us from this relief
Seizing and capturing whatever we want,
Without the constant dread of opening a door, we don’t want
Living in the moment,
Like Audrey Hepburn in Breakfast at Tiffany’s
Living with no stress,
Of going back to something that we wanted to move past
You never know what’s tomorrow,
So let go & move past,
It’s ok to be affected
To be hurt & to be sad,
It’s ok to be left un whole, picking up the pieces yourself,
But also learn to accept, all the ups and the downs
Because in the end it’s up to us to come down and see,
That there’s more to life than being unhappy
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