It feels like a weight when everyone expects more than what you can provide,
when times you were three, you were actually 8
and now when you are 15, you are suddenly over the legal age
I wish I could go back, to when I was three and kill the 8 inside of me
so that now when I'm 15, I could avoid being 18
I'm expected to understand, the feelings of 4
when I'm still figuring out the feelings of me
so many questions, and no answers
yet still, its expected, to understand and evaluate
everyone's problems and everyone's feelings
in an unspoken way
there seems to be no great escape,
just to understand and evaluate
again and again and again
it's just so tiring,
i wish i could stop it
just for a moment,
so i could just breathe and let myself be
without any of the struggles
without any of the smiles,
but life doesn't work that way,
and I'm really not that into it
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